TM(I) about her life

 Verbal abuse topping the list followed by physical and emotional abuse has always been the cherry on the top in the relationship she has shared with a fellow gentleman in the past. Well, at least she thought the person was gentle until months passed by and she was shocked to see versions of him that she couldn't believe existed or probably it was camouflaged. Whatever or however it is, she learned one thing, he got the liberty to treat her like she means nothing because she handed that privilege to him. The superiority he holds by abusing is a backlash that traumatizes an entire soul jerking it down to the feet of the unexpected and uncopyable fate. If it was this shattering to read the paragraph think about the treacherous life she has been leading in order to be happy with something or someone who doesn't bother enough to own up to his flaws and faults. She caressed her wounds with the love she got when she begged for it. 

She is someone who relates to this.

She is someone who understands it is always going to be the same.

She is someone who never deserved any of this.

She is someone who hopes for him to change.

She is someone who manically is searching for peace.

She shall be better sooner or later when she finally owns up that, all these weren't meant for her and shall start living that life filled with technicolor shadows. She is more potent than he thought she is because she goes around with a smile and spreads it even when she is hurting. She shall reintroduce herself and get past everything and be the better version of the present.