It's just life...

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Some things are meant to happen while others we curate to make happen...she knew this well, yet refrained her mind from thinking about it. Under the bright but faded lights, the thought of loneliness crept through her. She realized she had been chasing her demons down an empty road, watching her castle turn into dust, escaping her shadows just to end up nowhere. She carried a broken smile, tired eyes, and a longing heart...


She knew she was on a magical mystery ride...meeting the monsters raging wild inside her. For moments she stood alone watching all her doubts, suddenly go away somehow. She wanted to shout, cry and say "Don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years". The blood moon is rising, the fire burning in her eyes...she cribbed eternally.


She knew if she ever finds herself stuck in the middle of the sea, he'll sail the world to find her.

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do. 

To the world they were lovers to them they were the best of friends. There's a time that they remember when they knew no pain, believed in forever, and everything would stay the same. They left a life, that's ordinary from the start to see a technicolor shadow underneath their window.


From being 'you' and 'me', they became us, they stood yet soon fell apart. She wanted to stop him and say I have died every day, waiting for you...she knew he disliked her presence now for something that remained unresolved forever. She wanted to say he was her end and her beginning, even when she loses she is winning. 


She wished she could have stopped him and said it all instead cried out internally saying “I wish I could, but I don’t want to”, and let him go forever and ever...

Comments

  1. Well wisherOctober 19, 2020 at 10:58 AM

    That person will always be there beside you and you never need to cry alone the person is always there to give you his shoulder and he is there to console you as always. He is never gone.

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  2. UnknownOctober 20, 2020 at 12:35 AM

    Go ahead my sweetheart. My blessings are always with you😘

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  3. UnknownOctober 20, 2020 at 10:21 PM

    Khub bhalo hoyeche.... Samanyo chokhe na porar moto error ache...porer bar edit korey nish. But emni osombhob bhalo hoyeche...Carry on

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  4. UnknownOctober 22, 2020 at 10:11 AM

    The lyrical balance is noteworthy...

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  5. UnknownOctober 24, 2020 at 10:56 PM

    Just impeccable and wonderful

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